My previous post, I posted how we had our first BFN.
Today I am writing alil confused. Remember in my previous post I said I need to get to the gyne because Iv been having weird aches & pains.
Today I still have a random ache here & there, but more then that Iv been sick. Sick with pregnancy symptoms or maybe not.
Iv been having slightly random nauseous mornings, afternoons & evenings. Iv been having very slight but noticeable heartburn. Sore breast is also becoming more constant. Iv been having headaches & mostly dizziness. The dizziness has been constant that I went to the doctor.
Dr did varies checks & sent me for blood tests. My sugar levels are fine, no high or low blood levels, no iron deficiency, normal white blood cells, normal full blood count. Dr did a pregnancy test & still neg. I need to go back to the Dr next week.
Iv been reading up on my symptoms & more then one site suggested it could be a cryptic pregnancy.
A cryptic pregnancy scares me alittle even though a huge part of me is hoping it’s true but that I will carry normal 9mmths.
Why it scares me:
• A cryptic pregnancy can take up to three years. • You show no hcg levels up until whenever it shows up, sometimes your whole pregnancy can pass with no hcg levels. • The feeling of feeling so alone & to scared to speak about it to Drs, friends or family, because people might think you are crazy. • The fear of what if it’s all in my head?
Our next cycle will be Sept & I’m trying to look forward to it, but I can’t shake what’s happening to my body. Our cycle before the previous cycle I carried till 5weeks so I don’t know what happens to your body after that but something is surely happening to my body.
Looking for bloggers who have gone through something like this.
Don’t let the picture fool you, most days I laugh without fear & other days I fear that it’s all me.
The one half of the CrazyBeautifuls